现在是6.25am了，我还是坐在电脑面前，没睡。我不是失眠，只是我把床让给了一位从远方来的朋友。同时，也想留多点时间给自己和自己独处。
看了好多朋友所写的blog了，发觉好多人都不像是眼前所看到的那么的快乐。也许，blog就是一面照妖镜。它会把内心丑陋的、脆弱的、多愁的……种种的负面情绪都显现出来。
我忘了在那里看见这么一段文字了，它说：“以前，人们都把日记藏起来，不让人看见。而现在却有许多人把自己的生活琐事都放在blog里头，任人浏览。”
挺有意思的，不是吗？
时代的改变，internet的出现也带来了这种略带畸形的新文化。许多人都加入了blogging的行列，把自己赤裸裸曝露于网上。只是，所有人都忽略了，到底有多少人在意blog里头所写的东西呢……
hmm... deep thoughts...
Saturday, October 16, 2004
Monday, October 11, 2004
感慨的人生
我回头看看，人生好像有太多的感慨。
身边的好多处于二八年华的朋友们，好像都经历了生命中所不能承受的轻与重。他们也都像老头子一样，慵懒的坐着，开始在谈论人生了。无忧无虑的生活仿佛已经离开、慢慢的远去了。
是不是这阶段的年青人们都多多少少的觉得失去了方向？屈指算算，继续留在在象牙塔里的日子越来越少了，出来工作，自己自足的生活也越来越靠近了。而大学大专的生涯就刚好处于这种尴尬的时刻，这种踏出了家庭，开始走入现实社会里生活的时刻。我们，也开始在为未来打算了。
其实，生活也可以是很轻松的，别去计较得与失，那么人生就会快乐些。将来的事谁也说不准，该来的会来，该得到的也会得到，别想太多。再想想看，其实人生几十年，说短不短，倒不如轻松面对。
得与失，其实都无所谓。有太多感慨的人生，是不快乐的。
呵呵，这篇短文是特别写给我朋友的，对！就是你们啦！！别怀疑！！！ 特别是那个midnight什么的！！！！
身边的好多处于二八年华的朋友们，好像都经历了生命中所不能承受的轻与重。他们也都像老头子一样，慵懒的坐着，开始在谈论人生了。无忧无虑的生活仿佛已经离开、慢慢的远去了。
是不是这阶段的年青人们都多多少少的觉得失去了方向？屈指算算，继续留在在象牙塔里的日子越来越少了，出来工作，自己自足的生活也越来越靠近了。而大学大专的生涯就刚好处于这种尴尬的时刻，这种踏出了家庭，开始走入现实社会里生活的时刻。我们，也开始在为未来打算了。
其实，生活也可以是很轻松的，别去计较得与失，那么人生就会快乐些。将来的事谁也说不准，该来的会来，该得到的也会得到，别想太多。再想想看，其实人生几十年，说短不短，倒不如轻松面对。
得与失，其实都无所谓。有太多感慨的人生，是不快乐的。
呵呵，这篇短文是特别写给我朋友的，对！就是你们啦！！别怀疑！！！ 特别是那个midnight什么的！！！！
Friday, October 08, 2004
Malaysian Idol and Survivor 9!!!!
Who's gonna be the very 1st Malaysian Idol? My votes will go for Jac. Both the girls did well in tonites last performence, which will affect the votings. However,Jac did superb in the last song, compared to Dina. Malaysian Idol, hehe, not that bad afterall. But one suggestion for the show, get better judges next time.
Jac has experience in singing, and she did really well in singing the last song, Gemilang. She really opened up my "eye sight", Malay songs can be sang as great as she did today. Yap, gonna find this song from the internet then, best if there's someone recorded it down and shares it out. hehe. I missed the part the 2 finale contestent singing together though. Coz I was watching survivor.
In survivor, we didn't see any teamwork or group spirit in the guys group in today show. They were planning and playing for the "individual" too early. The old ones are voting off the young and physically stronger player. This gonna be a big mistake I think. If the strong guys were all voted up, what's the chance of winning when it comes to physical challenge in the coming episodes? I'm sure the physical thingy will come sooner or later.
Heheh, or perhapes we'll see something that we never see in survivor series. All mans were voting out before getting closed to final four. This might happen though, and it will be quite interting also. Anyway, Brady was voted out today.
updated on 10.31pm 0 oct 2004:
jac was crowned as the 1st malaysian idol, hehe, good 1!!!!
Jac has experience in singing, and she did really well in singing the last song, Gemilang. She really opened up my "eye sight", Malay songs can be sang as great as she did today. Yap, gonna find this song from the internet then, best if there's someone recorded it down and shares it out. hehe. I missed the part the 2 finale contestent singing together though. Coz I was watching survivor.
In survivor, we didn't see any teamwork or group spirit in the guys group in today show. They were planning and playing for the "individual" too early. The old ones are voting off the young and physically stronger player. This gonna be a big mistake I think. If the strong guys were all voted up, what's the chance of winning when it comes to physical challenge in the coming episodes? I'm sure the physical thingy will come sooner or later.
Heheh, or perhapes we'll see something that we never see in survivor series. All mans were voting out before getting closed to final four. This might happen though, and it will be quite interting also. Anyway, Brady was voted out today.
updated on 10.31pm 0 oct 2004:
jac was crowned as the 1st malaysian idol, hehe, good 1!!!!
Sunday, October 03, 2004
给你，我特别的朋友
那么多年了，我还是不清楚该用什么速度，才能跟上你的脚步。
就像昨天一样，我看见yahoo messanger在线名单里有你的名字，我便发了封message给你，想和你说说话。我等了大概十五分钟吧，你还是没有回复我的问候。还是有点失望。
我决定到房里去小睡一下，因为一整天下来我都坐在电脑前面没有休息，实在是有点累了。就在我醒来之后，我看见icq里头有你发出的message。而那时候你的icq已经显示你已经离线了。我还是message你，想看看你还在不在，结果当然是你已经不在线上了。
在我的印象里头，你好像不把网上的即时通讯当作一回事，在网上和现实中的你的的确确的不同。而我恰恰相反。我上网的最大理由，就是可以和人联系，在网上的每一封email,讯息都是我最真挚的问候。你不可能会在现实中看到和网上不一样的我。
<----- cencerod ---->
呵呵，我好像有好多的感慨，也好像是把你写成“不好的朋友”。但这只是我单方面的感觉而已。我想，这也和我俩的性格有关系吧。我向来都很闷，不怎么多说话，就算是我想逗你说话，也找不到相同的话题。
现在的我，只想用自己自在的速度，用自己舒服的步伐向前走。我不想，也应该不会在为了什么人而停下脚步了。是时候过过自在的生活，不为谁而牵绊了。
edited at 2.11am 04 oct 2004:
呵呵，我想了想，好像一直在重复着以前就说过的事情，所以我把其中的两段删除了。如果你，真的想看完整的，就跟我说一声。我会email给你。
就像昨天一样，我看见yahoo messanger在线名单里有你的名字，我便发了封message给你，想和你说说话。我等了大概十五分钟吧，你还是没有回复我的问候。还是有点失望。
我决定到房里去小睡一下，因为一整天下来我都坐在电脑前面没有休息，实在是有点累了。就在我醒来之后，我看见icq里头有你发出的message。而那时候你的icq已经显示你已经离线了。我还是message你，想看看你还在不在，结果当然是你已经不在线上了。
在我的印象里头，你好像不把网上的即时通讯当作一回事，在网上和现实中的你的的确确的不同。而我恰恰相反。我上网的最大理由，就是可以和人联系，在网上的每一封email,讯息都是我最真挚的问候。你不可能会在现实中看到和网上不一样的我。
<----- cencerod ---->
呵呵，我好像有好多的感慨，也好像是把你写成“不好的朋友”。但这只是我单方面的感觉而已。我想，这也和我俩的性格有关系吧。我向来都很闷，不怎么多说话，就算是我想逗你说话，也找不到相同的话题。
现在的我，只想用自己自在的速度，用自己舒服的步伐向前走。我不想，也应该不会在为了什么人而停下脚步了。是时候过过自在的生活，不为谁而牵绊了。
edited at 2.11am 04 oct 2004:
呵呵，我想了想，好像一直在重复着以前就说过的事情，所以我把其中的两段删除了。如果你，真的想看完整的，就跟我说一声。我会email给你。
Friday, October 01, 2004
car accident
Yeap, my housmate and his girl friend was in a car accident tonite, like 8pm something, somewhere near our house. It was raining then and they could't see a "palang besi" which measured like 10meter + long , laying on the middle of the road.
And all in a sudden, they heard a BIG BANG sound and my friend's car ran over the palang and the palang was beneath his car. The palang penetrates (couldn't find a suitable word, i'll try to find a picture to post here) in the bottom part of the car, and the engine, gearbox, ekzos paip all rosak I think.
Screw the dumbasses that leave the palang in the middle of the road just like that, if a motorist that runs over it, it could cause death!!! But consider lucky that my friends din get hurt la, so he went to report balai and blah blah blah... the usual procedure happened la.
But one thing funny is, a malay guy heard the big bang and he thought that my friend's car was terbalik, so he quickly changed to his super hero costume and hop on his 500cc superbike and rush all da way to rescue. hehehehe, i made that part up...
Okay, the weird part comes, there was just me and the malay fella jaga-ing the car while my friend went to lodge a report at balai polis, that melay guy showed me something, hmm... he showed me a porno video with his handphone nokia XXXX phone. In the video, that guy actully puts his hand, legs and even his head into the women's virgina, hehe, wtf!!!!
What a day... hehehe. life is full of wonderous~~!!
And all in a sudden, they heard a BIG BANG sound and my friend's car ran over the palang and the palang was beneath his car. The palang penetrates (couldn't find a suitable word, i'll try to find a picture to post here) in the bottom part of the car, and the engine, gearbox, ekzos paip all rosak I think.
Screw the dumbasses that leave the palang in the middle of the road just like that, if a motorist that runs over it, it could cause death!!! But consider lucky that my friends din get hurt la, so he went to report balai and blah blah blah... the usual procedure happened la.
But one thing funny is, a malay guy heard the big bang and he thought that my friend's car was terbalik, so he quickly changed to his super hero costume and hop on his 500cc superbike and rush all da way to rescue. hehehehe, i made that part up...
Okay, the weird part comes, there was just me and the malay fella jaga-ing the car while my friend went to lodge a report at balai polis, that melay guy showed me something, hmm... he showed me a porno video with his handphone nokia XXXX phone. In the video, that guy actully puts his hand, legs and even his head into the women's virgina, hehe, wtf!!!!
What a day... hehehe. life is full of wonderous~~!!
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- ahsang
- Strange being -- identified as homo sapiens(male) -- ill tempered, moody, senstive(to certain things), ignorant(to most of the things), stays up at night, less expose to sunlight, fair skin, always dress in dark coloured clothes, coloured clothes doesn't fit on him. -- living with twisted mind(abnormal la that means), thus the word is driving him nuts -- I guess, i'm crazy a little =)