我不想说话,只想以文字的方式写下当下的心情。记录下来的东西,也许开心,也许伤感。我,向来乍喜乍悲,狂喜狂忧。我喜欢静静的看着身边的人事物,用我灰色的眼瞳……你感受到了吗?我那么强烈的自我……
--摘自《默语录》

Tuesday, November 30, 2004

Home

back to home today at 1pm something. And to my suprise, there's a new car at my home. Duh.. new car wooo... duh...

Angsi Trip

yeah, just went to angsi on Sunday. freaking tired and my legs are killing me. duh.....

Friday, November 26, 2004

Mr. Right?

hmm.. seen this somewhere.

i want cute and rich guy!!!
he must have all of the following:
cute
caring
charm
car [including lisence to drive]
cash
career [ambition also can..if he's still studying]

others small requirement shall be negociate later...


Hmmm... this is how the girl above (not generalizing all girls here) would choose her Mr. Right. Choosy huh? Poor me and pooor men. What are the small requirements then? You wan a star named by ur name? You wan a piece of land on moon? You want to go for vacation every 2 months? You want "white-gold" credit card? Its hard to be man, don't you think so?

man i wanna be animal next time, if there is.
da way animal does the job ---> mating season --> mate ---> babies ---> byebye ( okay, u can say yucks)

Just notice that I'm behaving kinda rude recently. Hmm... mayb its due da "period" which come visit once in a while. Hehehe, but hey, my nick is scr@-wee-doo, heheh, so its natural for me to scr@w ppl.

hey, if u are feeling this is offensive do let me know. i shall dispose this. hehehe

Plitvice Lake

Hehhe, click on da link above, or visit my photo album from da link given at left hand site of this blog.

The photo shown there is lake plitvice located in Croatia. Its so beautiful that makes you wonder if its real. heheh, I must go and pay a visit to that place sometime in the future. Anyone wants to join me?

Wednesday, November 24, 2004

The Science of Male Pregnancy

Check the link above.

Hmm.. interesting, if this really work out imagine that your wife saying this to you, or its you talking to your husband.

wife : I'm not going to bear the pain of delivering the baby, you will do it instead.
husband : WTF!!!! #$^@#$A#^$# I'm not sea horse!!!!!

This is sounds weired rite? Try Imagine, men do not carry their beer bellies anymore, instead they carry babies in their abdoment. Their abdoment will be like so big that they can't even see their little john while peeing, the urine will be all over the floor then. Also, its know that pregnant ladies tends to be emotialnal due to the imbalanced hormon, will you tollerate a 120pound, 7 feet muscled guy with beard/mustache crying like a baby, saying "there's a new life in me......"

If you think this is okay, and you may say, its good to feel a new life growing in your abdoment, and you experience the feeling of being a mother. You can closely monitor its progress. The little fetus will grow eventualy, day by day, inch by inch, all of this happened in your abdoment. You may gain your "motherhood " and find a soft spot in your heart. You can feel the movement of the fetus, you can tell stories to your baby in ur abdoment... etc etc...

But hell, what should the fetus call you when it is borned. Father? mother? Or mothfar.... hmmm... deep thoughts. And for the guys who get themselves pregnent, will they be offered the same 60days maternity leave. Will they be entitled to be paid a maternity benefit which is an amount equivalent to their wages.

Hmmm.. please, man doesnt play god!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (FYI, I haven adapted to any religion) Stop manipulating genetic and try to create some sort of lifeform out of no where!! Stop playing with human body, stop created mixture between animal and people. Freaking scientist!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, November 23, 2004

Planning

Okay, this time I'll tell you about planning.


For example, planning for trip. Planning is about that you decided to go some place, and you will make sure that you are free at that time. Its not like you say, oh ya, you go plan 1st, then I see if I'm free then I'll join you over there. I might got something to do over there.

Hmm.. sorry but I have to be rude this time. Screw you for ur "plan 1st and your something to do" . Hehheehe, I'm finding friends that I can go travel next time. So remember, if you still giving dat kinda lame answer. I'll screw you. I'll go myself instead.

Muahahahaha.... Wah be song!!!!

"Fail to plan, is planning to fail."

No more Asahan....

Yup, no more asahan, but instead I got Gunung Ledang!!!!!!!!!!!! Da trip will be postponed to the end of my trimester break, so that more people can join. FYI, Gunung Ledang is NOT EASY, takes five - six hours to reach the summit (it depends on your physical strenght) , then spend a night camping on top, then come down the other day. You can watch sun-rise on da mount if you are lucky. Damn.. I din excercise for like how long d... hmm... few months? Or one year? HHmm.. gonna train hard during holiday!!!!

New temperaly plan:
15/16: Gunung ledang
17/18: Johor/seremban where ever
19: Back to serdang

Ledang, here I come!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Monday, November 22, 2004

Exam Is OVER!!!!

Yeah, exam is over d. At least, it can be consider over d la. I still have another subj this coming saturday, but hell, hehe, no need to study for that. Its just like a loong vacation this trimester. I only have 1 core subj and 1 co-curiculum subj. Hmm... still got few days to go, so i'm gonna start packing my stuffs and burning out my video colections for home.

This coming Saturday, right after i finish da last exam then i'll be heading to Gunung Asahan. Yaap, after sitting home for a few trimester break finally I got to travel to some places. My initial plan was goin for Gunung Ledang, but somehow it turns out to be Asahan. Nevermind as long as its Gunung, and I'll be standing at da top on this coming 28th!!!

Hehe, I went to The Mines to buy myself pair fo new shoe. Hope it will give a good grip when "climbing" up da mountain. I had enuought "pokkai-s" ( it has to be prural) becoz I was wearing my old hingschool ciplak shoe. Muahahah, so this time this shoe better be good, or else I'll throw it down da mountain when I get to the top!!!

After visiting Asahan, then I will drop by JB la, go kai kai, find some old frens there. Hope this would be another enjoyable trip.

Friday, November 19, 2004

Inter-blog TagBoard

Well, "installed" xetronic labs xettie βoard v0.4b few days ago, and I kinda like this idea of inter-blog tagboard, which allows diffrent blog users having da same tagboard on their page. heheh, now eagerly waiting for Freddie to come out with never version or Xettie board, with group function. So that we can create our own group, with our own friends in it. Kudos to Freddie~!!!!!!!!!!!

Visit his blog for more info from da link given!!

Wednesday, November 17, 2004

Sunny Five 阳光男孩聚会!!

呀!!!!阳光男孩Sunny five的聚会终于在十一月十五号六点四十五分左右随着我的离开而结束了。

呵呵,那是一个不错的聚会。也是Sunny Five正式成立的大日子,从此以后什么狗屁史上最强天团55XX的也只配在我们下榻的酒店门口当小弟,跑跑龙套,F*之类的四个男子也只能在家替我们洗衣擦地,干些“执头执尾”之类的粗活。

Sunny Five是由五个男生组成的,其阵容包括忧郁王子、猪肉刀、江边鸟、ahsang以及号称为史上最强男子的午夜天使所组成。在这一刻开始,我们Sunny Five,五位阳光男孩将会在全世界舞台上闪耀、光芒四射的无敌之态势必让所有的人都无法直视!!!!

哈哈!所有人都被台湾的综艺节目荼毒了思想。尤其是猪肉刀那个家伙。从我这位超级VVIP莅临忧郁王子和午夜天使的寒舍开始就不断地摆出阳光男孩的pose。差点还我把隔夜饭都吐了出来,也差点倒了我晚上吃饭的胃口。

hmm...不太想打出聚会的所有细节了。所以一切从简。这次的聚会过程如下:
7.00pm 大伙儿一块吃火锅(列席者共有九人,不列名)
12.30am 夜宵(Sunny Five 正式成立)
3.00am 夜宵完毕,天台聊天
12.30pm 睡醒
1.30pm 午餐
3.00pm Sungai Wang
6.00pm 晚餐于Kim Gay-rie
6.45pm 聚会落幕,回家咯。

呵呵,无论如何,这次的聚会是开心的,大伙儿也认识了可爱的虎牙妹。再找个机会大伙儿再聚居一堂,再说说闹闹吧!!!不过,忧郁王子啊,可以不要在吃只有肉丸鱼丸螃蟹丸什么鬼丸的火锅了吗?现在想起来还是很腻。

Sunny Five 阳光男孩聚会!!
成功!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Saturday, November 13, 2004

F.R.I.E.N.D.S.

This year has been a great one, I knew alot of great guys. I knew a girl from a hair saloon, a cute one, as I describe her as a fair girl who spoke so soft, just like min fah tong (棉花糖). Well we did keep in touch, hehe, so that I have another friend to visit when I got back to hometown.

I also get to know alot of great guys and girls from the theatre class I joined this trimester. I get to know a girl who looks like li xin jie (李心洁)also. Well, she's cute, I just have to admit it. And she sings pretty well also. (lixinjie: Be proud, I'm your little fan now.) Da theatre class ended alraedy as I posted previously. Missing them already. Hoping to meet again.

Other than new friends, hehe, I also get to bond with some old friends from highschool. There's a guy I din't meet for years, and finally I pay him a visit at his home last holiday. I also meet up with 2 cute friends I din't see for years during da same( da two girls chatted for very long time and i just sit there n quite. hehe, but still a pleasent meeting), or perhapes previous holidays... I remember, memories getting faded. Hehe, good to see them in good shape.

There's another happy event happened same in this year, a friend graduated last year came back and pay me a visit, he brought another friend along, another cute girl i know. Hehe, we went for yumcha at SS2, the famous tong sui there. We cruise in his new car, then we chit chat abit, seems like he's doin fine with his work also.

Then there's another friend, who stayed in da same small kampung as me also called me up for yamcha when I was at home. Hehe, she brought her bf along, we have a nice chit chat at the mamak stall nearby. Then not long later another primary school friend called and we meet up at Sri Kembangan. Hehe, he's staying somewhere near puchung. man da world is small.

Hmm... some friend went overseas for study also. hehe, they are also cute girls. Heheh, hmm.. wondering how many cute girls i know actually... I promised one of them that I'll treat her dinner, hehe, i remembered and so did she. So we'll just have to wait until we meet up again when she comes back la.

This coming Sunday I'm goin to friends' house in setapak again, they are making steamboat and I wonder what they will buy this time. Hehe, this will be something like grand reunion for my oold highschool gang, fren from Utm and Um will also drop by.

hmm... how many "friends" I'd typed, hehe, I have to coz i'm not revealing their names. Treasure your friends while they are still around la.

Friday, November 12, 2004

Survivor

Survivor this season sucks to da max... no outstanding person, no alliance, no nothing, its just mearly a fight between girls and guys. And YET this game SUCKS coz you see people just planning for themselves. No spirit of tribe no nothing, planning for individual challenge for too early. All strong persons are voted out, challenge is NOT interesting at all. Duh.... SUCKS!!!!! Scr*w da participants!

Tuesday, November 09, 2004

theatre class

说出来你们大概也不会相信吧,如此懒散的我居然会参加theatre class。那是mmu offer的其中一个co-curriculum subjet。参加的理由很简单,只想试试不同的事物,做些我从来没想过会做的东西咯。人活着总需要给自己写惊喜嘛,对吗?

回想我第一天上课的时候,心情有些紧张,心里一直在想那个kopitiam里头的老家伙(我这么称呼他并没有不敬的意思,他是个高人!!)会要我们做些什么。我想他一定会叫我们一个一个出来自我介绍。呵呵,可是他没有,他只是要我们写下来这个class的理由,想从这个class得到些什么,又可以为class做些什么。写完后,他叫我们做些暖身动作,还有冥想!!!哈哈哈哈哈。

做完这些动作后,重点来了,他要求我们每个人出来即兴表演一段。可怜的我……呵呵。不过不要紧,咬着牙撑着就过去了。在那个人表演的时段里我可以看到几个有潜质的人、也看到一个over acting的家伙,他虽然对演戏有着无比的热诚,也不涩于在众人面前表演,可是我就是觉得他演得过火了。可是其他人就觉得他演得很好。呵呵,各花入各眼。

呵呵,第一天就这么过去了。接下来的课程则是由ms nell负责,因为kopotiam 的老家伙应邀到国外表演及授课。ms nell是个要求很高的人,呵呵,所以差不多所有的人都被她批评过了。她也是个很专业的演员,她可以把一个平平无奇的角色加入灵魂,让那个角色更加传神。

这是个短短两个月的课程,而昨天就是我们theatre class 的 grand performence。呵呵,在那之前我还担心整个表演会很闷,不过经过ms nell 的润饰之后整个最后的演出是rehersal所不能比的,演员们的临场表现都出乎意料的好,而观众的反应更是正面的,呵呵,真是令我们所有人当场兴奋起来。

呵呵,整个演出的成功让我们所有人都高兴不已。我们在后台一直不断的给自己和别人鼓励。整个节目的成功都是我们努力的成果,同时也应该归功于ms nell的鞭策,及她所付出的时间陪我们一起reherse。

我真的很庆幸我join这个theatre class。我认识了好多好多的朋友,比这几年所认识的人还多。呵呵,很可惜,theatre class里头很多人都看不懂华语,所以他们也感受不到我现在的心情。呵呵,无论如何,我现在的心情是开心的。

Sunday, November 07, 2004

我病了

两个礼拜没update我的blog了。原因是我病了。这两个礼拜的生活……比白开水还淡然无味。没什么好吃的。我差不多每天都是吃些流质的食物,医生说我的喉咙的状况很差,不可以吃辣的,也不要碰油腻的食物。好可怜 ……

这是多天来我的病情一直反复,发烧退了又来,折腾了我好几天,我一直睡在床上,醒来只是为了填饱肚子然后吃药而已……更可怜的是,我连睡觉都睡不安稳,咳嗽到喉咙红肿、失声不说,连睡觉睡到一半都会咳到醒来。

不说了。呵呵呵,值得高兴的是现在已经好得七七八八了。健康是最重要的,你只会在生病痛苦的时候,才真真切切的感到生命,活着的感觉。

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Strange being -- identified as homo sapiens(male) -- ill tempered, moody, senstive(to certain things), ignorant(to most of the things), stays up at night, less expose to sunlight, fair skin, always dress in dark coloured clothes, coloured clothes doesn't fit on him. -- living with twisted mind(abnormal la that means), thus the word is driving him nuts -- I guess, i'm crazy a little =)