十二月二十七日,阴。
最近发生了些事情,有点累了。
在面对排山倒海的压力的那一瞬间,才发现角落里头的脆弱。也许是把习惯的把懦弱隐藏起来,藏得太好,连自己都忘了。不完美,是否就是缺陷?不相信完美的我,却在某些事物上追求一种病态的完美。极度的理性控制着我的言行举止,但思想却在极端的非理性之间徘徊。连放纵也做不到,是否就是我自己?
我想休息。阳光,在哪?
我不想说话,只想以文字的方式写下当下的心情。记录下来的东西,也许开心,也许伤感。我,向来乍喜乍悲,狂喜狂忧。我喜欢静静的看着身边的人事物,用我灰色的眼瞳……你感受到了吗?我那么强烈的自我……
--摘自《默语录》
Wednesday, December 27, 2006
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- ahsang
- Strange being -- identified as homo sapiens(male) -- ill tempered, moody, senstive(to certain things), ignorant(to most of the things), stays up at night, less expose to sunlight, fair skin, always dress in dark coloured clothes, coloured clothes doesn't fit on him. -- living with twisted mind(abnormal la that means), thus the word is driving him nuts -- I guess, i'm crazy a little =)