SMS donations?

Please donate for those who suffered in the Tsunami by sending sms to 39*** . Each SMS will donate RM1 to the victims.

Did you recieved messages from your instant messager? or via sms? or via tv? or via newspaper. Think twice before you doing this. You never know where the money really goes. There is totally no transperancy on how they are going to manage the fund collected. I never seen any given/printed statements on how the money is going to be used.

Please visit this link for more information. Think twice before you donation money via sms by those multi-million corparate, specially by those multi-million fat ass telcos. They never stated how much money they will take as service charge and from the link i given, it might my taking like 30% of the RM1 you donated.

So please donate in the form of food/supplies/cloths instead of money unless you are donating like multi-million dollars. You can get to show up in da newspaper by donating that large sum of money, and you can be famous. And please donate via bigger organzations than those "god know who are they and where they are from", who asks for donations by da roadside by selling ciplak stuffs.

It is good to help people by donating, but at least be smart, don't let the filthy people tainting your good will for helping others.

No celebration for new year

Malaysian National News Agency :: BERNAMA

SUNGAI PETANI, Dec 29 (Bernama) -- Prime Minister Datuk Seri Abdullah Ahmad Badawi said Wednesday that the government will not hold any celebrations to usher in the new year and called on all parties, including the private sector, to hold prayers following Sunday's tsunami which resulted in deaths and destruction.

Yup, da news was just realased, no celebration for new year this time. They will be no fireworks no stage perfomance no countdown on public this coming 2005 new year. This is actually a good move, at least our government did something properly instead of screwing us with stupid idea and projects.

Somehow I read from the forums that i surfed, there are people there who just worried about their "party". They were asking bout the fireworks and parties instead of doing anything good. Of couse its not wrong to party, but at least not in this moment where a tens of thousand people were dead and lots were still missing.

So please don't nag about no being able to party/celebrate. Donate those money/cloths/foods to those who suffered instead. Money should serve better purpose at this moment than wasted on drinks and so called partying /clubing!!!

Earthquake strikes Malaysia

Earthquake hits Indonesia, tremors in Malaysia, Singapore, Bangkok

PETALING JAYA: A massive earthquake hit the Aceh area Sunday and tremors were reported as far away as Malaysia, Singapore and Bangkok.

Residents of several highrise buildings in the west coast of Peninsular Malaysia were evacuated at around 9am (0100gmt) Sunday due to tremors following a strong earthquake off the west coast of Sumatra.

Highrise apartment and hotel residents in Penang and the Klang Valley were evacuated as a precautionary measure.

Earthquake striks Aceh this moring. The troumendous shake even affects Malaysia, and I think this is the 1st time that Malaysia has casualties (thirty something were dead and few reported missing) due to earthquake for the 1st time. The quake was rated 8.9 in magnitude. The sunami hitted penang was huge that it swepted people away from the beach yesterday.

"We've just updated it to 8.9 magnitude. That makes it the fifth largest earthquake since 1900," said Julie Martinez, geophysicist for the U.S. Geological Survey's Earthquake Hazards Program in Golden, Colorado.

check the link given below for photos taken in penang, somewhere near gurney and batu ferringi.
Photos of Penang 1
Photos of Penang 2

If you want detail info, pls check the link below
Thusnami Kills

Deep condolance to those who suffered in this miserable desaster.

少了点

不知为什么，我总觉得现在的人生，总少了点什么。

呵呵，也许是太闲了吧。我不爱念书，除了上课的占去的时间之外，我就是坐在电脑前、上网、看电影、看综艺节目、听歌和最近开始的jogging。每天的就是这样，没有啥变化。尽管生活无缺、吃喝玩乐一样不少，可是还是觉得，少了点什么。

好久没update blog了，原因呢？每当我提起笔（键盘？？）想开始写些什么时，总觉得少了点什么。不知道从什么时候开始，我越来越不喜欢那些繁琐的事情，就连晦涩难明的小说/文学作品也摒弃在我阅读的范围之外。就连我自己的写作也一样，我已经把那些讨厌的文法忘得七七八八了。写出来的东西，也让我感觉，少了一点什么。

就像我刚说的，我讨厌繁琐的事情。我喜欢直来直往的人，我不太喜欢优柔寡断的人，尤其是男人。因为我觉得他们，好像是少了点什么。呵呵！！我向来不太合群，身边的朋友乍看之下是不少，可是谈得来的却少。不知为什么，有时候聊着聊着，我就突然间沉默下来了，不知该聊些什么，也许是我少了点什么吧！！

hmmm...这篇东西好像还少了点什么。不过我不管啦，呵呵，不写了，就这样吧。

My Little Bride 吾妻16歲

I want my little bride also.

After watching the korean movie named My little bride, this is the thought that pops up in my mind. Hm.... no particular reason, its just that the girl MOON Geun-young (文根英) is so cute. The movie really makde me feel good to be young.

Hmmm... yaya i know that its illegal to have a wife aged 15/16. Hmm... mayb getting a sister like her?? hehehe, yup definately would be great. Okay, here's the story, typical, but hey, its funny, and again, the girl is freakin cute!!!

Sang-min 是 個 用 情 不 專 的 大 學 生 ， 在 校 內 不 停 追 求 周 遭 的 女 孩 。 在 加 拿 大 主 修 英 文 的 他 ， 有 一 天 收 到 父 母 的 電 話 ， 要 他 回 國 結 婚 。

原 來 ， Sang-min 已 故 的 祖 父 與 Bo-eun 的 祖 父 曾 經 許 下 承 諾 ， 要 讓 自 己 的 孫 兒 和 孫 女 結 婚 。 可 是 Bo-eun 只 是 一 名 高 中 學 生 ， 兩 人 的 年 紀 相 差 有 八 年 之 多 。 即 使 兩 人 相 識 在 童 年 ， 亦 只 有 兄 妹 般 的 感 情 。

兩 人 對 這 頭 婚 事 甚 為 抗 拒 。 於 是 Bo-eun 的 祖 父 扮 作 快 將 離 世 ， 以 撮 合 這 頭 婚 事 。 結 果 他 的 奸 計 得 逞 。 Sang-min 和 Bo-eun 對 於 婚 後 的 生 活 相 當 不 習 慣 … …

And dont forget to check the given link above.

爱因斯坦是骗子

佳礼中文 - 不可思议 - 实验证明：超光速飞行时间并不能倒流！爱因斯坦是骗子


Quoted:

根据爱因斯坦的相对论，当物体以超光速前进时，时间就会倒流，能回到过去。
　　 但是，俺实验过了，这个理论并不对，
　　 昨天俺做了一个实验：
　　 在自行车的尾部装一个手电筒，手电筒向后照射，
　　然后俺向前骑行，速度是10米/秒。那么相对于向后照射的手电筒，俺的最终速度就是自行车的速度10米/秒 + 手电筒的光速30万公里/秒 = 最终速度300000010米/秒，从而达到超光速前进。
　　 但是到了超光速后，俺发现俺并没有回到过去，时间也没有减慢。
　　什么超出平常的物理现象都没有发生！
　　 由此实验可以得出结论，
　　超光速飞行后时光并不能倒流！
　　由此论证：爱因斯坦是骗子

hahah, yah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Darn funny that fella!!!!

Free Gift!

tech4free.com - Pick the Perfect Gift!

Yup, ever see this on the internet? Do your friends send this link to you over your yahoo messanger/msn/icq or email? Yup, they ment good but please read the terms and condition properly. ITs Only for Us Resisdent. hehehe

There are free lunch in these world, but not im malaysia yet. EHehehhehehee

六楼后座

青春是什么？

青春犹如方糖，对吧？
有棱角的、易碎的、荒唐的、甜蜜的
这种甜蜜是要亲身用舌尖的热量才能融化，才能品尝
你总不能隔岸观火。人生总有这么一个阶段
一个做什么也快乐， 说什么也真诚的阶段
他们可笑，也可爱
笑他们，皆因我们曾经荒唐过
爱他们，因为我们亦曾甜蜜过

-----《六楼后座》

以上的文字摘自六楼后座这部电影。这部电影是由林嘉欣、卢巧音、周俊伟、邓健泓、周永恒、森美等人主演的。整出戏都环绕着这六个年轻人，和一个叫做truth or dare的游戏。

导演是谁？编剧是谁？我不知道，我不是专业的影评人，我只想简单的看一部我喜欢的电影。你想知道的话就自个儿去看看这部电影，要不然，就用google找找看吧。要是你真的那么懒惰的话，就点击以上的link吧。

是什么样的际遇，能够把六个不同背景、不同年龄、不同性格的人聚在六楼后座呢？他们也不是无家可归啊。如果硬要掰的话，我会说他们心中都有一个地方。一个能承载他们心中的迷惘，孕育梦想，等待破茧而出的地方。而这个地方，正是六楼后座。

其中最令我印象深刻的是林嘉欣所演的Karena以及卢巧音饰演的Candy。在戏里头她们用的都是本名。Candy是一个以塔洛牌替人算命的女生。她花了许多的时间替人算命，只为了抽到一张代表爱情的塔洛牌。只可惜一直到她的算命馆倒闭了，也等不到那个男子的出现。而讽刺的是，就在她的算命馆倒闭了，却同时遇见两个男子，同时抽到“爱情”这张牌的的男子。

Karena则是一个漂亮的女生。她笑起来带着甜甜的小酒窝。好喜欢她唱的一首歌，歌名我忘记了。歌词的内容好像是这样的。“我们都选择，从新来过。。。the world is made of little wonders...”呵呵。好像是扯远了。

回到戏里头。Karena是个作家。她写了本书，想把它推销给某出版社，却意外地爱上了那个跟她在电话里头通话的男子。她从未见过那男子，她对他的一切，一无所知。就因为他在电话里的声音，她爱上了他。他不断地鼓励Karena把她的新书完成，而故事的开场白就是上面所摘录的那一段。

今天是我第二次看完这部电影。看完了，留下来的只有这些了。

—— 真心话大冒险，六楼后座，青春，风华，人，细节，话语，花朵，酒精，秘密，小聪明。

剧终。

网站恢复正常了

经过了一个礼拜左右吧，我的网站终于恢复正常的浏览速度了。之前我网站所寄存的server被人hack了。所以admin把所有的资料都放在后备的server里头，导致loading speed严重的被拖慢了。一直到今天，admin才把所有的东西搬回本地的server。

之前就因为blog的loading速度太慢了，导致我没有心情去写些什么。现在一切恢复正常了，我也该去找回我的blogging spirit了。这几天的生活太闷了。根本都没什么好说的。唯一不同的是，我终于剪短了头发，摆脱了野蛮人的形象了。

呵呵，说到剪头发，我又见到了那个可爱的女生咯。那个之前替我剪头发的“棉花糖”女生。不过这次是另一个男的帮我剪，-_-"。就这样咯，第五天呆在家里了，就算是假期，也很闷。

Home

back to home today at 1pm something. And to my suprise, there's a new car at my home. Duh.. new car wooo... duh...

Angsi Trip

yeah, just went to angsi on Sunday. freaking tired and my legs are killing me. duh.....

Mr. Right?

hmm.. seen this somewhere.

i want cute and rich guy!!!
he must have all of the following:
cute
caring
charm
car [including lisence to drive]
cash
career [ambition also can..if he's still studying]

others small requirement shall be negociate later...

Hmmm... this is how the girl above (not generalizing all girls here) would choose her Mr. Right. Choosy huh? Poor me and pooor men. What are the small requirements then? You wan a star named by ur name? You wan a piece of land on moon? You want to go for vacation every 2 months? You want "white-gold" credit card? Its hard to be man, don't you think so?

man i wanna be animal next time, if there is.
da way animal does the job ---> mating season --> mate ---> babies ---> byebye ( okay, u can say yucks)

Just notice that I'm behaving kinda rude recently. Hmm... mayb its due da "period" which come visit once in a while. Hehehe, but hey, my nick is scr@-wee-doo, heheh, so its natural for me to scr@w ppl.

hey, if u are feeling this is offensive do let me know. i shall dispose this. hehehe

Plitvice Lake

Hehhe, click on da link above, or visit my photo album from da link given at left hand site of this blog.

The photo shown there is lake plitvice located in Croatia. Its so beautiful that makes you wonder if its real. heheh, I must go and pay a visit to that place sometime in the future. Anyone wants to join me?

The Science of Male Pregnancy

Check the link above.

Hmm.. interesting, if this really work out imagine that your wife saying this to you, or its you talking to your husband.

wife : I'm not going to bear the pain of delivering the baby, you will do it instead.
husband : WTF!!!! #$^@#$A#^$# I'm not sea horse!!!!!

This is sounds weired rite? Try Imagine, men do not carry their beer bellies anymore, instead they carry babies in their abdoment. Their abdoment will be like so big that they can't even see their little john while peeing, the urine will be all over the floor then. Also, its know that pregnant ladies tends to be emotialnal due to the imbalanced hormon, will you tollerate a 120pound, 7 feet muscled guy with beard/mustache crying like a baby, saying "there's a new life in me......"

If you think this is okay, and you may say, its good to feel a new life growing in your abdoment, and you experience the feeling of being a mother. You can closely monitor its progress. The little fetus will grow eventualy, day by day, inch by inch, all of this happened in your abdoment. You may gain your "motherhood " and find a soft spot in your heart. You can feel the movement of the fetus, you can tell stories to your baby in ur abdoment... etc etc...

But hell, what should the fetus call you when it is borned. Father? mother? Or mothfar.... hmmm... deep thoughts. And for the guys who get themselves pregnent, will they be offered the same 60days maternity leave. Will they be entitled to be paid a maternity benefit which is an amount equivalent to their wages.

Hmmm.. please, man doesnt play god!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (FYI, I haven adapted to any religion) Stop manipulating genetic and try to create some sort of lifeform out of no where!! Stop playing with human body, stop created mixture between animal and people. Freaking scientist!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Planning

Okay, this time I'll tell you about planning.


For example, planning for trip. Planning is about that you decided to go some place, and you will make sure that you are free at that time. Its not like you say, oh ya, you go plan 1st, then I see if I'm free then I'll join you over there. I might got something to do over there.

Hmm.. sorry but I have to be rude this time. Screw you for ur "plan 1st and your something to do" . Hehheehe, I'm finding friends that I can go travel next time. So remember, if you still giving dat kinda lame answer. I'll screw you. I'll go myself instead.

Muahahahaha.... Wah be song!!!!

"Fail to plan, is planning to fail."

No more Asahan....

Yup, no more asahan, but instead I got Gunung Ledang!!!!!!!!!!!! Da trip will be postponed to the end of my trimester break, so that more people can join. FYI, Gunung Ledang is NOT EASY, takes five - six hours to reach the summit (it depends on your physical strenght) , then spend a night camping on top, then come down the other day. You can watch sun-rise on da mount if you are lucky. Damn.. I din excercise for like how long d... hmm... few months? Or one year? HHmm.. gonna train hard during holiday!!!!

New temperaly plan:
15/16: Gunung ledang
17/18: Johor/seremban where ever
19: Back to serdang

Ledang, here I come!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Exam Is OVER!!!!

Yeah, exam is over d. At least, it can be consider over d la. I still have another subj this coming saturday, but hell, hehe, no need to study for that. Its just like a loong vacation this trimester. I only have 1 core subj and 1 co-curiculum subj. Hmm... still got few days to go, so i'm gonna start packing my stuffs and burning out my video colections for home.

This coming Saturday, right after i finish da last exam then i'll be heading to Gunung Asahan. Yaap, after sitting home for a few trimester break finally I got to travel to some places. My initial plan was goin for Gunung Ledang, but somehow it turns out to be Asahan. Nevermind as long as its Gunung, and I'll be standing at da top on this coming 28th!!!

Hehe, I went to The Mines to buy myself pair fo new shoe. Hope it will give a good grip when "climbing" up da mountain. I had enuought "pokkai-s" ( it has to be prural) becoz I was wearing my old hingschool ciplak shoe. Muahahah, so this time this shoe better be good, or else I'll throw it down da mountain when I get to the top!!!

After visiting Asahan, then I will drop by JB la, go kai kai, find some old frens there. Hope this would be another enjoyable trip.

Inter-blog TagBoard

Well, "installed" xetronic labs xettie βoard v0.4b few days ago, and I kinda like this idea of inter-blog tagboard, which allows diffrent blog users having da same tagboard on their page. heheh, now eagerly waiting for Freddie to come out with never version or Xettie board, with group function. So that we can create our own group, with our own friends in it. Kudos to Freddie~!!!!!!!!!!!

Visit his blog for more info from da link given!!

Sunny Five 阳光男孩聚会！！

呀！！！！阳光男孩Sunny five的聚会终于在十一月十五号六点四十五分左右随着我的离开而结束了。

呵呵，那是一个不错的聚会。也是Sunny Five正式成立的大日子，从此以后什么狗屁史上最强天团55XX的也只配在我们下榻的酒店门口当小弟，跑跑龙套，F*之类的四个男子也只能在家替我们洗衣擦地，干些“执头执尾”之类的粗活。

Sunny Five是由五个男生组成的，其阵容包括忧郁王子、猪肉刀、江边鸟、ahsang以及号称为史上最强男子的午夜天使所组成。在这一刻开始，我们Sunny Five，五位阳光男孩将会在全世界舞台上闪耀、光芒四射的无敌之态势必让所有的人都无法直视！！！！

哈哈！所有人都被台湾的综艺节目荼毒了思想。尤其是猪肉刀那个家伙。从我这位超级VVIP莅临忧郁王子和午夜天使的寒舍开始就不断地摆出阳光男孩的pose。差点还我把隔夜饭都吐了出来，也差点倒了我晚上吃饭的胃口。

hmm...不太想打出聚会的所有细节了。所以一切从简。这次的聚会过程如下：
7.00pm 大伙儿一块吃火锅（列席者共有九人，不列名）
12.30am 夜宵（Sunny Five 正式成立)
3.00am 夜宵完毕，天台聊天
12.30pm 睡醒
1.30pm 午餐
3.00pm Sungai Wang
6.00pm 晚餐于Kim Gay-rie
6.45pm 聚会落幕，回家咯。

呵呵，无论如何，这次的聚会是开心的，大伙儿也认识了可爱的虎牙妹。再找个机会大伙儿再聚居一堂，再说说闹闹吧!!!不过，忧郁王子啊，可以不要在吃只有肉丸鱼丸螃蟹丸什么鬼丸的火锅了吗？现在想起来还是很腻。

Sunny Five 阳光男孩聚会！！
成功！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

F.R.I.E.N.D.S.

This year has been a great one, I knew alot of great guys. I knew a girl from a hair saloon, a cute one, as I describe her as a fair girl who spoke so soft, just like min fah tong (棉花糖）. Well we did keep in touch, hehe, so that I have another friend to visit when I got back to hometown.

I also get to know alot of great guys and girls from the theatre class I joined this trimester. I get to know a girl who looks like li xin jie (李心洁）also. Well, she's cute, I just have to admit it. And she sings pretty well also. (lixinjie: Be proud, I'm your little fan now.) Da theatre class ended alraedy as I posted previously. Missing them already. Hoping to meet again.

Other than new friends, hehe, I also get to bond with some old friends from highschool. There's a guy I din't meet for years, and finally I pay him a visit at his home last holiday. I also meet up with 2 cute friends I din't see for years during da same( da two girls chatted for very long time and i just sit there n quite. hehe, but still a pleasent meeting), or perhapes previous holidays... I remember, memories getting faded. Hehe, good to see them in good shape.

There's another happy event happened same in this year, a friend graduated last year came back and pay me a visit, he brought another friend along, another cute girl i know. Hehe, we went for yumcha at SS2, the famous tong sui there. We cruise in his new car, then we chit chat abit, seems like he's doin fine with his work also.

Then there's another friend, who stayed in da same small kampung as me also called me up for yamcha when I was at home. Hehe, she brought her bf along, we have a nice chit chat at the mamak stall nearby. Then not long later another primary school friend called and we meet up at Sri Kembangan. Hehe, he's staying somewhere near puchung. man da world is small.

Hmm... some friend went overseas for study also. hehe, they are also cute girls. Heheh, hmm.. wondering how many cute girls i know actually... I promised one of them that I'll treat her dinner, hehe, i remembered and so did she. So we'll just have to wait until we meet up again when she comes back la.

This coming Sunday I'm goin to friends' house in setapak again, they are making steamboat and I wonder what they will buy this time. Hehe, this will be something like grand reunion for my oold highschool gang, fren from Utm and Um will also drop by.

hmm... how many "friends" I'd typed, hehe, I have to coz i'm not revealing their names. Treasure your friends while they are still around la.

Survivor

Survivor this season sucks to da max... no outstanding person, no alliance, no nothing, its just mearly a fight between girls and guys. And YET this game SUCKS coz you see people just planning for themselves. No spirit of tribe no nothing, planning for individual challenge for too early. All strong persons are voted out, challenge is NOT interesting at all. Duh.... SUCKS!!!!! Scr*w da participants!

theatre class

说出来你们大概也不会相信吧，如此懒散的我居然会参加theatre class。那是mmu offer的其中一个co-curriculum subjet。参加的理由很简单，只想试试不同的事物，做些我从来没想过会做的东西咯。人活着总需要给自己写惊喜嘛，对吗？

回想我第一天上课的时候，心情有些紧张，心里一直在想那个kopitiam里头的老家伙（我这么称呼他并没有不敬的意思，他是个高人！！）会要我们做些什么。我想他一定会叫我们一个一个出来自我介绍。呵呵，可是他没有，他只是要我们写下来这个class的理由，想从这个class得到些什么，又可以为class做些什么。写完后，他叫我们做些暖身动作，还有冥想！！！哈哈哈哈哈。

做完这些动作后，重点来了，他要求我们每个人出来即兴表演一段。可怜的我……呵呵。不过不要紧，咬着牙撑着就过去了。在那个人表演的时段里我可以看到几个有潜质的人、也看到一个over acting的家伙，他虽然对演戏有着无比的热诚，也不涩于在众人面前表演，可是我就是觉得他演得过火了。可是其他人就觉得他演得很好。呵呵，各花入各眼。

呵呵，第一天就这么过去了。接下来的课程则是由ms nell负责，因为kopotiam 的老家伙应邀到国外表演及授课。ms nell是个要求很高的人，呵呵，所以差不多所有的人都被她批评过了。她也是个很专业的演员，她可以把一个平平无奇的角色加入灵魂，让那个角色更加传神。

这是个短短两个月的课程，而昨天就是我们theatre class 的 grand performence。呵呵，在那之前我还担心整个表演会很闷，不过经过ms nell 的润饰之后整个最后的演出是rehersal所不能比的，演员们的临场表现都出乎意料的好，而观众的反应更是正面的，呵呵，真是令我们所有人当场兴奋起来。

呵呵，整个演出的成功让我们所有人都高兴不已。我们在后台一直不断的给自己和别人鼓励。整个节目的成功都是我们努力的成果，同时也应该归功于ms nell的鞭策，及她所付出的时间陪我们一起reherse。

我真的很庆幸我join这个theatre class。我认识了好多好多的朋友，比这几年所认识的人还多。呵呵，很可惜，theatre class里头很多人都看不懂华语，所以他们也感受不到我现在的心情。呵呵，无论如何，我现在的心情是开心的。

我病了

两个礼拜没update我的blog了。原因是我病了。这两个礼拜的生活……比白开水还淡然无味。没什么好吃的。我差不多每天都是吃些流质的食物，医生说我的喉咙的状况很差，不可以吃辣的，也不要碰油腻的食物。好可怜 ……

这是多天来我的病情一直反复，发烧退了又来，折腾了我好几天，我一直睡在床上，醒来只是为了填饱肚子然后吃药而已……更可怜的是，我连睡觉都睡不安稳，咳嗽到喉咙红肿、失声不说，连睡觉睡到一半都会咳到醒来。

不说了。呵呵呵，值得高兴的是现在已经好得七七八八了。健康是最重要的，你只会在生病痛苦的时候，才真真切切的感到生命，活着的感觉。

blog

现在是6.25am了，我还是坐在电脑面前，没睡。我不是失眠，只是我把床让给了一位从远方来的朋友。同时，也想留多点时间给自己和自己独处。

看了好多朋友所写的blog了，发觉好多人都不像是眼前所看到的那么的快乐。也许，blog就是一面照妖镜。它会把内心丑陋的、脆弱的、多愁的……种种的负面情绪都显现出来。

我忘了在那里看见这么一段文字了，它说：“以前，人们都把日记藏起来，不让人看见。而现在却有许多人把自己的生活琐事都放在blog里头，任人浏览。”

挺有意思的，不是吗？

时代的改变，internet的出现也带来了这种略带畸形的新文化。许多人都加入了blogging的行列，把自己赤裸裸曝露于网上。只是，所有人都忽略了，到底有多少人在意blog里头所写的东西呢……

hmm... deep thoughts...

感慨的人生

我回头看看，人生好像有太多的感慨。

身边的好多处于二八年华的朋友们，好像都经历了生命中所不能承受的轻与重。他们也都像老头子一样，慵懒的坐着，开始在谈论人生了。无忧无虑的生活仿佛已经离开、慢慢的远去了。

是不是这阶段的年青人们都多多少少的觉得失去了方向？屈指算算，继续留在在象牙塔里的日子越来越少了，出来工作，自己自足的生活也越来越靠近了。而大学大专的生涯就刚好处于这种尴尬的时刻，这种踏出了家庭，开始走入现实社会里生活的时刻。我们，也开始在为未来打算了。

其实，生活也可以是很轻松的，别去计较得与失，那么人生就会快乐些。将来的事谁也说不准，该来的会来，该得到的也会得到，别想太多。再想想看，其实人生几十年，说短不短，倒不如轻松面对。

得与失，其实都无所谓。有太多感慨的人生，是不快乐的。

呵呵，这篇短文是特别写给我朋友的，对！就是你们啦！！别怀疑！！！ 特别是那个midnight什么的！！！！

Malaysian Idol and Survivor 9!!!!

Who's gonna be the very 1st Malaysian Idol? My votes will go for Jac. Both the girls did well in tonites last performence, which will affect the votings. However,Jac did superb in the last song, compared to Dina. Malaysian Idol, hehe, not that bad afterall. But one suggestion for the show, get better judges next time.

Jac has experience in singing, and she did really well in singing the last song, Gemilang. She really opened up my "eye sight", Malay songs can be sang as great as she did today. Yap, gonna find this song from the internet then, best if there's someone recorded it down and shares it out. hehe. I missed the part the 2 finale contestent singing together though. Coz I was watching survivor.

In survivor, we didn't see any teamwork or group spirit in the guys group in today show. They were planning and playing for the "individual" too early. The old ones are voting off the young and physically stronger player. This gonna be a big mistake I think. If the strong guys were all voted up, what's the chance of winning when it comes to physical challenge in the coming episodes? I'm sure the physical thingy will come sooner or later.

Heheh, or perhapes we'll see something that we never see in survivor series. All mans were voting out before getting closed to final four. This might happen though, and it will be quite interting also. Anyway, Brady was voted out today.

updated on 10.31pm 0 oct 2004:
jac was crowned as the 1st malaysian idol, hehe, good 1!!!!

给你，我特别的朋友

那么多年了，我还是不清楚该用什么速度，才能跟上你的脚步。

就像昨天一样，我看见yahoo messanger在线名单里有你的名字，我便发了封message给你，想和你说说话。我等了大概十五分钟吧，你还是没有回复我的问候。还是有点失望。

我决定到房里去小睡一下，因为一整天下来我都坐在电脑前面没有休息，实在是有点累了。就在我醒来之后，我看见icq里头有你发出的message。而那时候你的icq已经显示你已经离线了。我还是message你，想看看你还在不在，结果当然是你已经不在线上了。

在我的印象里头，你好像不把网上的即时通讯当作一回事，在网上和现实中的你的的确确的不同。而我恰恰相反。我上网的最大理由，就是可以和人联系，在网上的每一封email,讯息都是我最真挚的问候。你不可能会在现实中看到和网上不一样的我。

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呵呵，我好像有好多的感慨，也好像是把你写成“不好的朋友”。但这只是我单方面的感觉而已。我想，这也和我俩的性格有关系吧。我向来都很闷，不怎么多说话，就算是我想逗你说话，也找不到相同的话题。

现在的我，只想用自己自在的速度，用自己舒服的步伐向前走。我不想，也应该不会在为了什么人而停下脚步了。是时候过过自在的生活，不为谁而牵绊了。


edited at 2.11am 04 oct 2004:
呵呵，我想了想，好像一直在重复着以前就说过的事情，所以我把其中的两段删除了。如果你，真的想看完整的，就跟我说一声。我会email给你。

car accident

Yeap, my housmate and his girl friend was in a car accident tonite, like 8pm something, somewhere near our house. It was raining then and they could't see a "palang besi" which measured like 10meter + long , laying on the middle of the road.

And all in a sudden, they heard a BIG BANG sound and my friend's car ran over the palang and the palang was beneath his car. The palang penetrates (couldn't find a suitable word, i'll try to find a picture to post here) in the bottom part of the car, and the engine, gearbox, ekzos paip all rosak I think.

Screw the dumbasses that leave the palang in the middle of the road just like that, if a motorist that runs over it, it could cause death!!! But consider lucky that my friends din get hurt la, so he went to report balai and blah blah blah... the usual procedure happened la.

But one thing funny is, a malay guy heard the big bang and he thought that my friend's car was terbalik, so he quickly changed to his super hero costume and hop on his 500cc superbike and rush all da way to rescue. hehehehe, i made that part up...

Okay, the weird part comes, there was just me and the malay fella jaga-ing the car while my friend went to lodge a report at balai polis, that melay guy showed me something, hmm... he showed me a porno video with his handphone nokia XXXX phone. In the video, that guy actully puts his hand, legs and even his head into the women's virgina, hehe, wtf!!!!

What a day... hehehe. life is full of wonderous~~!!

中秋佳节

今晚是中秋节，听说今晚的月亮也是这几年来最圆的，只可惜沙登这里下着毛毛雨，今晚只能看见朦胧的月光了。

好久没有看见繁星点点的夜空了，尤其是这几年来我一直生活在繁华的都市里头。尽管学生的生活也不见得有多忙碌，但是都好像忘了抬头看一下天空。等到了中秋节，才蓦然发觉好久没看月亮了。

都市里的天空乍看之下的确是不错，七彩的霓虹、橙黄色的街灯、路上熙来攘往的车灯占据了原本属于夜晚的天空。种种的光源给原本黑暗的天空染上了不同的颜色，这里，仿佛成为了一个不夜城。

就在这所谓的繁华的都市里头，光害已经掩盖了星星和月亮的光芒。我一直在想，在都市里长大的孩子们到知不知道流星长什么样子。也许他们会说，“大大的头，拖着细细的尾巴的就是流星啊！电视里常看到嘛。”呵呵，你知道流星究竟长什么样子吗？

呵呵，今天是中秋，你吃月饼了吗？
ps: don't be lalaboys and girls go and purchase the weird taste mooncake, like durian paste and tiramusu paste.

grey-i.info not working?

hmm... not feeling like typing chinese now. Okay here's the story today.

Like the other days, i sit infront of my computer, and i key-in-ed http://grey-i.info in the adress bar and hit enter, wush.... it didn't get to my homepage. It seems that its not working. I tried asking my friend from the other house to see weather he can acess to my homepage or not. And YUP!! Its not working.

So I come to 2 conclusions,
1.free domain from domainsite.*** sucks...
2.free stuff not supossesely bad, but they could be really bad sometimes.

duh... I liked the domain name ---> grey-i.info, but since it doesn't work as well as I thought, I'm now thinkin of throwing it away and register a .com or .net domain, which cost me around Rm50 per anual. Anyway, we'll see then...

食字路口

食字路口，超好看综艺节目，主持人为吴宗宪, no no陈宣裕 and 康康。节目是以棚外的方式进行的。每个礼拜天他们都会带着嘉宾们到台湾各地去，品尝当地著名的小吃。

节目进行时，嘉宾们与主持人共分为三组，他们必须以食物接龙的方式先吃完五道菜，吃完后后小天使便会出现，这时候主持人和嘉宾便得挑战小天使所带来的谜题，成功的话便可以获得谜脚，谜脚就是他们必须要吃的最后一道菜，先吃完指定的最后一道菜的嘉宾便可以获得奖品。

食物接龙的例子：
1。肉包 2 鲍鱼 。。。。。。。。6。乌鱼子


呵呵，我超爱看这个节目，不说别的，单单看他们吃得菜便让人垂涎三尺。台湾真是个小吃的王国啊！相比之下，槟城这个东方花园，所谓的美食州的食物便逊色多了。不是我抱着“外国的月亮比较园”的心态。你只要稍微留意一下便知道我为什么这么说了。

台湾分为三个部分，台中、台南及台北。每个地方，小镇都有它们自己的特色啊。靠水的吃水，靠山的吃山，那里的人们都尽量的利用当地的食才做成色香味俱全的菜色。那些只此一家，都是别的地方无法吃到的。

而你看看马来西亚本土的饮食文化，从南上至北下都没什么不同，北部吃得到的东西，南部也吃得到。一碗福建面（也称虾面）我就从槟城吃到了马六甲，再吃到柔佛。根本就没有所谓道地的食物，没有特色。唯一值得骄傲的是，你到哪里都可以吃到“驰名”的槟城炒猓条，尽管都不是那么一回事。

讲到吃。。呵呵，我饿了，下次再说说两国饮食文化的差距吧。（都是电视上看来的，不对的话便当作我在胡扯算了，呵呵，不必太认真）

blogging...

在完成了我的个人网站之后，接下来的工作便是找一个合适的blogging engine,我花了很多时间，试了一个又一个的blog engine,结果都不是正面的。wordpress,b2evolution,boastology.... 还有一些已经忘了名字的。他们不是不好，只是少了multiple blog的功能，而有些则是不支持中文。头痛-ing。所以我决定再等等看，期待boastology ver3 正式版会更好，那时候我便会把所有的blog放到自己的server了。

在重新试用blogger.com后发现它还是少了那么一点点东西，不太user friendly。基本的link和search都不在里头。不过不要紧，就像我说的，再等等，一定可以找到更好的。呵呵，免费的东西吗，别期待太多。

其实there's another option for blogging, from www.tabulas.com, 免费的，可以做很多的custimization,如果我有时间和精力的话我一定会用它的。而且，我早已决定把这个blog放在自己的hosting server了，要backup和转移也比较方便一点。而且，server是本地的，会比较快。

目前的planning是先弄好blogging的事情，然后便会专心update网页了，还记得它的地址吗？http://grey-i.info 中文名字就叫做灰瞳，不是灰色的自己哦。呵呵，朋友啊，有空就到那儿看看吧。